Confused?!!!

November 29, 2011 — 3 Comments

This past Sunday (the First Sunday of Advent and the beginning of the Christian Calendar), the Roman Catholic congregations across the United States got a New Year’s gift in the form of changes to the Mass (the order used for worship). Here in the Archdiocese of Milwaukee, I know there were efforts aimed at preparing congregants for the changes even though the changes were already a “done deal”. Since I’m not a Roman Catholic (or even an avid “RC watcher”), I can’t speak to the particular changes made in the liturgy or what such changes “signal” — I’ll leave it to others more qualified to make those sorts of comments.

Since I live in a heavily RC part of the country, though, these changes are “big news” — making the front page (albeit “below the fold”) of yesterday’s Milwaukee newspaper. As I read the brief article which contained reactions from parishioners to the changes, I was particularly interested in one comment. The person interviewed, after critiquing the changes as “semantics”, and stating her refusal to “learn the damn prayers”, asked the following question, “Do you come to church to be confused?”

The implied answer to this rhetorical question is obviously, “No, of course not!”  Both the question and the implied answer immediately evoked a question within me: “Why then, do we come to church?”

For some, attendance at liturgy is about fulfilling a religious obligation. For others, it’s about comfort and solace. For others, it’s about reconnecting with something stable and consistent in the midst of a time of intense fluidity and change. For others, it’s about connecting with fellow worshipers and enjoying a sense of community. For others, it’s about a bit of inspiration or maybe helpful advice about how to live one’s faith in the world outside the four walls of the worship space. For others, it’s about receiving the Sacraments and contemplating the Mysteries of the depths of God. There are probably plenty of other answers to the question of attendance at worship, but I’m guessing most of us don’t intentionally attend worship to be confused (by the liturgy, the Scriptures, the sermon or anything else that might occur during the worship time on any given week).

My next question then is, “Why shouldn’t we be confused?”

With so much liturgical planning focused on “right order”, aren’t we ever the slightest bit confused about appropriate ways to acknowledge our disordered lives? If the liturgy is a drama in which we literally act out our beliefs about God, the Church and ourselves, aren’t we ever confused by our nagging doubts? When the liturgy moves easily from one set of words/actions to another, aren’t we ever confused by the ways we are stuck in our faith journey?

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not advocating confusion for confusion’s sake. I’m simply wondering if avoiding confusion should be the chief aim of liturgical planning. As a liturgical Christian myself, I like predictability. I remember the first time I was able to participate in an entire worship service without once having to look at the Book of Common Prayer. I felt like I had finally arrived as an Episcopalian!

I wonder, though. Does the ability to rattle off words without ever looking at them help us internalize what we’re saying? Or are we simply comfortable with a form of liturgical autopilot, which allows us to multitask — composing our “to do lists” or planning Sunday dinner while flawlessly reciting the General Confession?

The last time the Episcopal Church in the United States revised the Book of Common Prayer, the effort took the better part of a decade. The resulting BCP (1979) was adopted some fifty years after its predecessor. The changes in liturgical expression wrought by the 1979 book angered some, dismayed others and facilitated the departure of many to other faith communities. Now, even after more than thirty years in use, there are still Episcopalians who refer to it as the “New” Prayer Book.

As I look across the congregation I serve on any given Sunday, I watch us move through the liturgy with a ease and comfort. Even folks who aren’t necessarily familiar with our particular set of words can usually follow along as we navigate the path from Opening Acclamation to Dismissal. For the most part, everyone appears comfortable.

Would some confusion be in order?

3 responses to Confused?!!!

  1. 

    Challenge accepted! When do we start…?

  2. 

    Lord God of our Fathers: God of Abraham, Isaac, and
    Jacob; God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ: Open our
    eyes to see your hand at work in the world about us. Deliver
    us from the presumption of coming to this Table for solace
    only, and not for strength; for pardon only, and not for
    renewal. Let the grace of this Holy Communion make us one
    body, one spirit in Christ, that we may worthily serve the
    world in his name.

    I remember the first time I heard these words as a new Episcopalian
    coming from the rich liturgical tradition of the Roman Catholic
    Church. I’d been a church organist, children’s liturgist
    and church liturgist for 17 years. I remember thinking,
    “Yes”, this is what the liturgy is about.” We are not just here
    for a spiritual bubble bath as I heard one Episcopal priest
    put it.

    Liturgy (well done, which is not necessarily rubrically perfect
    acknowledges the both/and of our spiritual life. Liturgy done
    well is about movement of the body, mind and spirit. Not
    just the aerobics of kneeling, standing, and feeling good,
    but abut the spiritual aerobics of stretching ourselves
    to live and move and have our being shaped, molded,
    changed and danced by the Holy Spirit, so that we can
    be some active, tangible part of the transformation God
    has called humans to, since the beginning of God’s time.

    If liturgy is the work of the people, then confusion is normal
    as all we have to do is look around us to see that we are a terribly
    confused people. Liturgy is the place we gather our confusions,
    lay them on the table before God and each other, and let go of
    our confusions little by little so that they can be transformed into
    the ever evolving clarity of living a very confusing Gospel…at least
    one that does not make sense in any sort of linear human thinking.

    Thought about in this way, confusion is a good and holy thing. The
    question is can and will we allow God to break into that confused
    crack in our spiritual armor of linear rubric and certainty? Can we
    acknowledge our confusion, and therefore our humanity? Can we
    mourn the loss of what we thought was “right” or “comfortable”
    and know that in the confusion of loss, God is very present?

    Confusion can be the place of tremendous creativity
    when the Spirit dances thru it. Sometimes, all we can do is hang
    on. Sometimes, all we can do is dance with the Spirit. Sometimes,
    all we can do is come confused in head, and soften a little so God
    might transform our hearts. Easy….oh no, but no means. But
    possible…OH YES.

  3. 

    When I first attended the Episcopal church, I ‘heard’ – In the words “And now, as our Savior
    Christ has taught us, we are *told* to say,” The epiphany I had when I actually read the word was *bold* the entire experience of the Lord’s Prayer changed.

    And I was an RC – and had to ‘endure’ the priest turning around to look at us, and speak in English, rather than Latin.

    Changes can greatly impact worship – it may be time to mix it up again.

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